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Depression is a horrible thing that no one in their right mind hopes for, searches for, or even desires to experience. Sometimes we just find yourself in the depths of hell itself, and yet we are still among the living. Moreover, depression is caused by different things and sometimes it’s hard to even pinpoint where it’s coming from, but in my life most of it comes from traumas, abuse,rejection, disappointments and strange people around me that have caused me so much pain.

This testimony shows how God with a mighty hand and with a loving heart did not give up on me, though I gave up on myself many times and I almost took my life many times and yet in each sui**de attempt the LORD did not let me perish, but helped and nurtured me to good health again and give me the joy that surpasses all understanding.

Be aware that this is a very sensitive video. May God bless you as you watch, and may you be encouraged. This is this testimony is to glorify the powerful Name of the LORD who did not abandon me and still has not abandoned me in my time of need.

Scripture: ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭54‬:‭4‬-‭10‬ ‭KJV‬‬

“Fear not; for thou shalt not be ashamed: neither be thou confounded; for thou shalt not be put to shame: for thou shalt forget the shame of thy youth, and shalt not remember the reproach of thy widowhood any more. For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called. For the LORD hath called thee as a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit, and a wife of youth, when thou wast refused, saith thy God. For a small moment have I forsaken thee; but with great mercies will I gather thee. In a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment; but with everlasting kindness will I have mercy on thee, saith the LORD thy Redeemer. For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be wroth with thee, nor rebuke thee. For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith the LORD that hath mercy on thee.”