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Social media. It wasn’t until very recently that people started to realize just how harmful it actually is.
Social media. It wasn’t until very recently that people started to realize just how harmful it actually is.
They can’t fry nerves or anything? My Grandmother has spine issues related to an accident and had that done a few times, so perhaps it’s something you could ask for? Sorry to hear you’re going through the pain though, I don’t think most people realize how awful chronic pain is.
Xanax is similar to opiates in that it makes emotional pains and problems go away, the difference is it does this by sedating you rather than giving you overwhelming pleasure.
Apparently benzodiazapine (and alcohol) withdrawals are the worst you can have. I’ve only experienced benzo withdrawals, so I can’t say, but it’s worth remembering that if you just stop using them cold turkey, you can actually die, unlike practically every other withdrawal.
So just remember he’s going through some stuff. Don’t let that be an excuse for him to take advantage of you though.
Dude went on a Moses marathon run
My Switch because it runs retroarch and allows me to either dock it to my TV, third monitor, or play it on the go. Maybe if I got a steamdeck that would be my favorite, but I will have to wait a few more years until they’re cheap enough for me to afford.
That is certainly alcoholism. You don’t sound dumb, you’re smart for being able to recognize it. Many people just ignore it and pretend they aren’t addicted.
For me it was growing up around drug addicts. I wanted to know why so many people in my life liked them so much, so started using drugs around the age of 13.
It started with abusing inhalants, huffing ether spray for small motors, and even huffing gasoline at my worst.
I started associating with troll groups online at the time, and a lot of them were drug users as well. They knew I was a dumb kid and got me to stop huffing and move onto abusing my prescriptions, which included adderall and xanax. I would switch between the two based on what I had on hand. Crushing up the adderall to snort it, taking multiple pills of Xanax trying not to black out.
I did this for a year or two and stopped as I learned about “research chemicals”, which I could legally buy online. I tried all kinds of psychedelic drugs such as 2C-E and nBome. I was lucky I didn’t die, since those drugs were extremely intense on my body. I ended up going to the ER after talking too much nBome, which resulted in my legs turning a completely pale white. They felt cold and numb, which told me it was vein constriction, a known risk of the drug which can easily result in death or limb loss.
I’m about 19 when that happened, and Silk Road was kicking into high gear, so I figured I should just start using that to buy real drugs, which I did. I started buying absurd amounts of weed and acid, spending basically all my money from my first job. I didn’t have to pay bills or rent as I was living with my grandparents. I don’t even remember most of this period of my life, as it was just a constant stream of psychedelics, alcohol, Xanax, and marijuana abuse.
In 2016 the weed and psychedelics weren’t doing it anymore, and for whatever reason my grandpa had managed to collect enough unused Xanax prescriptions that I got my hands on HUNDREDS of pills. I quickly became addicted in the span of about a month, which I knew because I started to wake up feeling stabbing pains, cramps, extreme lethargy, and depression.
The next 6 months were the worst period of my life. I would take xanax multiple times a day just to get through the day. Even with that, I was having awful withdrawals that included dry heaving even though I wanted to throw up, strange memory loss (both short term and long term), intolerance to light and sound (even the wind was enough to make me want to vomit), cramps, stabbing pains, insomnia, and so much more.
Eventually I ended up buying heroin, but luckily my friend at the time put his foot down and threatened to leave me if I didn’t accept his help getting off the drugs. It took about 6 months and lots of checking in, but eventually I tapered myself off the Xanax and got rid of any heroin I had. Unfortunately however the taste of heroin I got was enough for me to start seeking out opiates. Luckily between the high prices and extreme risks that fentanyl was posing at the time, I never got addicted, but even to this day I wish I was able to use more, and often get obsessive thinking about how nice it would feel to use them again.
From that point to now I’ve been able to stick to weed for the most part, but looking back on all the time and money I wasted just makes me sad. I am lucky my experiences were benign compared to what could have happened at least.
To anyone who may be considering using drugs for the first time, just don’t. Yes they feel good, but living life feels better. With drugs the pleasure quickly goes away and you just end up using them to cope. It’s a stupid, worthless cycle that just leaves you feeling empty.
Sorry this comment was so long.
Breath of the Wild. I put about 300 hours into it.
No, it’s extremely hostile to humans and getting there is even more dangerous.
I remind myself of how awful a person I am and that the suffering I’m going through is not anywhere near what I deserve.
I give thanks to God that, for whatever reason, I’m given a better existence than someone like me should ever have.
It’s been known to be an issue for a very long time now. It is what it is. Nothing is going to change the fact that my data will be decrypted.
I didn’t even realize Jets was more than a Wisconsin thing
No. They killed bacon reader so I no longer post.
If Reddit is in the search results I’ll click, but that’s it.
Most people would rather vilify than forgive.
Depends on what I’m doing and where I am.
Out of the house? AirPod Pros.
At home? My speaker setup (Focals, forgot what model).
At home but listening to music? My Stax electrostatic headphones. Nothing can beat them, at least nothing I’ll ever be able to afford.
True, but when you already know what the doctor will suggest and don’t have $250 to pay the copay, it makes it far easier to justify.
I don’t. Lemmy seems to have the same issue as Reddit where people are towards the extremes with the only moderate people being those who don’t want to talk about politics in the first place.
I like to listen to CSPAN while at work, especially their morning show “The Washington Journal” where most of the content are regular Americans calling in to talk directly to guests or about issues they feel are important.
Reddit was full of racists even back in the early 2010s. /r/Coontown was a prime example of that.
I say don’t try. One of the problems askreddit and other subs like showerthoughts had was that you had to follow an extremely restrictive set of posting guidelines to even have your post stay up.
I think we’re better off just letting the community upvote/downvote to maintain quality, rather than trusting powermods.
When people get offended on behalf of others, especially when their stupidity harms the people they claim to be offended for.
Case in point, the Hogwarts Legacy situation. It made trans people look unhinged by association, even though the seemingly vast majority of them were cis progressives.
And if I as a trans person mention how I don’t feel represented and don’t appreciate what they are doing? Suddenly I’m a Russian troll or something. So stupid.