DessertStorms

I’m now curios to find out what this supposed “mystery of menstruation” is, but not enough to give my computer cancer lol

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Obviously things like soup, or ramen noodles and other hot liquid meals don’t taste good at all cold.

You don’t have to have them cold - just get a flask!
There are many good affordable flasks on the market today, OP might even have one already, but they might need more than one.
In the flask you can not only put things like soup or even pasta with sauce, but also just boiled water which you can later pour in to a pot noodle and have a fresh one of those! Or a hot cup of something (tea, coffee, cocoa), made with the water in the flask, or in their own flask! The options are endless.
If they have access to a microwave/hob in the morning they could even pre cook some hot dogs or other protein (meat or plant based) that would fit in, dump it in along with a preheated tin of sweetcorn or peas and maybe even tinned potatoes, some seasoning (a tab of butter/margarine like hotels serve would do wonders), then keep it warm in there for the rest of the day.

Another alternative if they really want hot food would be one of those thermal bags, but in my experience they don’t do as good a job at keeping things hot (warm maybe, but nothing more).

because I keep seeing new details, learning new little things about the movie every time

Try Memento it you’re in to that

Loads of weed and a Trance Party

Anything beyond that (like actual therapy to deal with the traumas of existing) is honestly too much for me to take on right now, so it’s little breaks of calm in the chaos that somehow keep me going. For now.

None of that changes the fact that it is the system that creates that kind of behaviour by encouraging and rewarding selfishness, greed, hate, and doing whatever it takes to “succeed”.

I’m not denying that there are horrible people out there (I’ve been victim to a few personally), or that they shouldn’t be held responsible for individual actions if they harm others (they should), but in almost all cases you can’t blame them for turning out that way (again, not excusing any harm they go on to cause to others) when you look at the circumstances they need to exist in. Circumstances designed by a handful of people reaping unfathomable benefits.

So I’d much sooner point my finger at those who are actually to blame, instead of at those who are the fucked up products of their system, because one of those not only creates infinitely more damage than the other, but also it’s only that same group that have the power to do anything to stop it.

This. The whole thing is 100% by design, any other reasoning is a distraction created, again by design, to get us to look the other way.
Don’t.

The monsters aren’t the ones being created, the monsters are the ones creating those circumstances to begin with.

I know you didn’t mean anything by it, but that shift in focus is really important to point out, because those same people rely on you and me to see the poor people who’s lives they destroyed as the problem, instead of whose who really are.